Ya, ya know, I just was picking up some groceries and thinking about the essay, when I got hung up on the whole religious trip. Holden mentioned a drug addled mind, and various other issues affecting his psyche, and I got to thinking what led his mind down the religion road.
-Did the dementia trigger megalomaniacal episodes, inducing divine hallucinations, and focusing the mind on religious concepts, ultimately causing him to tie his own works in with
The Bible as proof he had the divine connection?
-Did he get exposed to so much information, through research and writing, that there was some sort of informational breakdown (neuro-linguistic virus or Babel effect of some sort) that ultimately caused him to see a correlation between his own works and one of the first books (mayhap
THE first book, but that is a topic for another thread
), which then triggered the divine connection delusions.
-Did he actually have divine connections?
-Had decades of science fiction writing finally taken it's toll, causing a psychotic break, rendering him a paranoid conspiricy theorist with a Christ complex, lost in his own worlds and the world of the The Bible, living the fiction?
- Is there any way for myself or anyone else to every even get a slight inkling as to what goes on in the deranged mind.
And last but not least, the question Mr. Dick would ask first.
- What
is a deranged mind?
Quite the shopping trip I must say.