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One of the best streaming experiences i've had


Streaming is a thing that is very tricky for me, i have no way of connecting the tv we have to the internet, so if i stream, it has to be seen on my computer, about the size of a portable dvd player, maybe 9 inches?? a guess, but with streaming i can hear it good with the headphones, and this one here Whiplash had me by the short and curlies with that bald guy from Oz being the most difficult kind of teacher of the drums, it made that mini world come alive, seeing that teacher student relationship proceed. It does for drums what Bresson's Au hasard Balthazar does for donkeys.

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I don't actually wear pants.
I like to watch films for their spectacle or to be entertained. If I wanted to learn about myself, I'd read a book. If I wanted to learn about society, I'd watch a documentary. The philosophy of a movie within the confines of the movie itself is fun. Beyond that it's hot air.
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I like to watch films for their spectacle or to be entertained. If I wanted to learn about myself, I'd read a book. If I wanted to learn about society, I'd watch a documentary. The philosophy of a movie within the confines of the movie itself is fun. Beyond that it's hot air.
Good approach, films are after all is said and done, to be enjoyed, knowing what one enjoys can be an adventure though!



For those following along here i'm sort of playing around in my head the idea, that this is the way i tell the grand story of what film means to me, by talking inexpertly about all the ones i love the most, that mean the most, and were basically noteworthy, and for the person who has seen all of these to through their own filter processing, see a different angle of my own experience, and for those in the future seeing this, all tired and jaded from a supposedly asinine industry, to find out what some good movies were, and then all one has to do in said future society is find it, and see it, and ever new film memories ripple outwards in the cosmogonic lake of eternal youth that is this medium, where everyone you see stays the same, it is you the viewer who change and see these very same things differently.

For this specific post i wish to mention a few films i liked a lot before becoming a fan of the more deep things. These were:

Psycho -- Hitchcock's classic was the definition i had in my mind of movie perfection, and it's still pretty damn good, except for how you see that guy fall down the stairs, that looks bad doesn't it, or am i alone in that sharp and biting critique of the master of suspense?

Misery -- I love the song choice for the opening credits, a song i truly love on its own merits, SHOTGUN. Kathy Bates as the #1 fan is legendary, we first saw it when visiting overnight at a friend's place, their tap water tasted of rotten eggs, and they had a coffee maker that had a timer, and their son was a die hard Metallica fan. We watched this and our jaws proverbially hit the floor when Annie did what she did to poor oleSheldon's feet, OUCH!!

Speaking of King adaptations, Kubrick's The Shining is burned into the flesh of my mind, the setting, and the madness, the danger being in the family, secluded, with a Honalulu lovin' chef getting there really slowly, and the maze in the snow, Danny outsmarting his crazy dad, great stuff.

I Heart Huckabees was to me at the time a smart intelligent comedy that talked about subjects i'm interested in like existentialism, and some comic elements, PLUS Naomi Watts, love her, and Issabelle Huppert hitting those guys with a balloon achieving perfect peace. If i ever watch it again, i might have to just skip to my favorite parts, but i also adore the sunny upbeat score.

Invasion the Body Snatchers with Donald Sutherland, this film has the ending my brother would tell me was the scariest he ever saw long before i got the chance of seeing it, and yes, this is a fantastic sci fi thriller, the mud spa scene is very memorable btw

Dancer in the Dark, in 2001 i became a fan of Bjork, and part of things there is this film directed by Lars von Trier, a director i do not like all that much, and from what i've heard, my dear Icelandic diva did not like the experience of this film very much, but i love the tidbit that she corresponded with Harmony Korine at the time, and a song on the Vespertine album was the result, the haunting An Echo, a Stain, Harmony's film he was doing at the time was Julien-donkey Boy, and that richly deserves a place in this thread, talk about batshit crazy stuff in there, moments of genius, for example with O mio babbino caro along with disorienting close ups of a figure skater, or a disgusting moment of a guy cramming a whole bunch of lit cigarettes in his mouth, and the albino rap, Harmony's films are way more up my alley than Trier, in his Bjork film, i really felt for Selma, and what she goes through is horrendous, and i HATE when there's a wrongful accusation on someone, and the rotten folks who set them up face no consequences. Hearing Bjork say my name in this film is nice though, i really love her, and so that's a thing i hold dear.

This is a fun exercise, i hope i can continue sharing the memories, and encourage others to do so also, if y'all don't mind, and thanks and gn for now



I don't actually wear pants.
Good approach, films are after all is said and done, to be enjoyed, knowing what one enjoys can be an adventure though!
Well sure. That is a fun adventure. Let's set forth and tally ho to find favorite films! Away!



Well sure. That is a fun adventure. Let's set forth and tally ho to find favorite films! Away!
Amen!! If you like, if you discover a favorite through something i say, i'd be pleased to know so, if that ever happens. Enjoy thy journey!



My top Derek Jarman, Pier Paolo Pasolini & Rainer Werner Fassbinder

This is such fun, i must write in my dark bedroom where i never turn on the lights to write about my faves from these 3 directors that were the major focus of a blog i used to use as a reference. All three are gay icon directors, and it is true that some of the most unique and envelope pushing cinema were made by those who don't feel they have need of a person of the other gender. Why that should matter in the first place is beyond me, it's the fruit of religion of coarse, and it surely also effects my own immediate environment, this is the price i pay for not leaving the nest, and realizing that the tv i was using for all my personal film watching sucked after tasting of a 50 inch flat screen, then all my privacy was smashed to smithereens.

With Derek Jarman, the opening sequence of Sebastiane is wonderbar, so exotic, and raw anger expressed, visceral moment i like, and the costumes, but then when the guy with the fake nose appears, it's not a pleasant thing, except for when there's intense anger expressed, and the super smooth Brian Eno score. /// Next up with Jubilee some of my favorite scenes appear Rule Britannia song, and the ballet around a trashheap, with the rapid editing. //// Then we go to Stormy Weather being performed in The Tempest, before lingering longer In the Shadow of the Sun, a pure experimental experience, where story is buried in imagery. /// Caravaggio is the best of his storytelling kinds, at the beginning it looks kind of drab, but as it progresses the frame of the film contains wondrous painterly images, dark poetic inner thoughts of the painter in haunting voice over, music poignantly accompanying dramatic moments, singular, unique happenings, this is top tier in this man's film output, and beloved Tilda begins her appearances, i love Tilda, and it is directly her work for Derek that means the most to me. /// The Last of England is a powerful experience that i wrote elsewhere here but to repeat some of those things, i love the ferocity of the anger moments, the desperation, the snippets of literature in the first section, electrifying blend of sight and sound, and a deliriously good ending. /// War Requiem is a film of an operatic work by Benjamin Britten, and there are moments here that can literally make me cry, one being where Tilda runs her hands through her long red hair. //// Wittgenstein is a lovely portrait of a great thinker, quirky, and fun, the martian's speech at the end is something i treat as i would a Nietzsche aphorism, so rich in wisdom, and illustrative power.

With Pasolini, we meet a tragic figure of world cinema, who left behind a very unique body of work, all of them having good qualities, the trilogy of death, of life, the early stuff with Jesus, Mamma Roma, Accattone, mixing sacred and worldly, all that Bach music is like sonic incense giving the rough and tumble world that is being depicted a sacredness, that's PPP's main message that unifies all of his films, the sacredness of everyday people, be they scoundrels, or whatever. Except his last film, those are more than just scoundrels there, that is a more stinging critique at work there, and it's not meant to be enjoyed like his other work, but something to fear, he wanted i think to go out with a fear note. However someone like Bertolucci said in a supplement that he had other films in the works, and wasn't planning on dying, there is i say a thing called a death wish drive, not all outdated psycho mumble jumble, i believe PPP had that, and was at least unconsciously going out with a bang, not a whimper. ... but that Morricone score i really dig.

With my favorite director Fassbinder, the whole of his work is important to me, i will do whatever it takes to get good releases on the few i've yet to own, but i've seen the majority in his incredible career, basically his early phase has only a faint tinge of what he was about to do in such a short time, Why Does Herr R Run Amok which Hanna Schygulla claims wasn't really even co-directed by him, is a early high point, along with Beware of a Holy Whore, in that we begin to see how he uses scene length progression, i really like this technical aspect with this, i'm not saying his later work was like this, but it begins with long shots, then the scenes get shorter, there's all those threads being unleashed in ever more brief portions of time, and then what happens to me is getting dizzy in the stream of information pertaining to the story, love it /// his middle period is where he was effected by the melodramas of Douglas Sirk, this is where some of my faves pop up, Martha, Fear of Fear, The Bitter Tears of Petra von Kant (red film book critic cited above saw this film favorable, describing it as acid being flung on the screen), and indeed it's the acid of anger, of human nastiness, and his most acclaimed films of his middle period are great for me too, Ali: Fear Eats the Soul, where an elderly woman falls romatically in love with a much younger Morroccan dude, and The Merchant of Four Season, where a depressed fruit seller must lay off the booze for health reasons. In RWF's late career we have my #1 In a Year With 13 Moons, a tragic story with a funny scene involving a Dean Martin and Jerry Lewis comedy. here i wish to express my wish for a english friendly Blu-ray release of Lili Marleen, it is so needed. Berlin Alexanderplatz is his magnum opus, based on a book he felt deeply about, wow, the epilogue and the whole Mieze part of the story is such a thing for me, can u tell i'm a little speechless about it? Just eloquent tragedy in much of its scenes, so unhinged in moments, it's like a theatre back in Penny Dreadful times, the grand guinol it's called, Lastly of note in his ouevre is the BRD trilogy, The Marriage of Maria Braun perhaps his most widely seen, Veronika Voss, a stark black and white melodrama, and Lola an colorful romp starring Barbara Sukowa, who played Mieze, great scene where she's belting out Bella bella something or other and ... yes, to good film memories like that, parties, and very focused exposes of the emotions that make us human beings.




Next up was a minimalist movie called Gerry directed by Gus Van Sant, and i fell in love with the style,
I saw this fairly recetly too and enjoyed it. I think van Sant is included in a small group of English language directors that I'd consider take trips into the art-house world. There's something so mysterious and thematic / metaphoric about his directing. Lynch was probably another. Possibly Shane Carruth. Guy Maddin. Andrew Kotting.



I saw this fairly recetly too and enjoyed it. I think van Sant is included in a small group of English language directors that I'd consider take trips into the art-house world. There's something so mysterious and thematic / metaphoric about his directing. Lynch was probably another. Possibly Shane Carruth. Guy Maddin. Andrew Kotting.
Yes, it's very pared down, compared to his My Own Private Idaho love Guy Maddin too, our Canadian Lynch. ... There's a film with Glenn Gould where he goes into North Ontario, where it's far away from civilization, i forget what it's called but that surely is an english language art film. ... From what i've so far gleaned most of the artsy english films are of the experimental non-narrative side of things, storytelling artistically in english, there's discoveries in that department for me, and i welcome any and all here to enlighten me as to what there is, for example i just thought of him Mike Leigh is amazing for this kind of thing, he's like a British Ingmar Bergman!! ... thanks for your comment!



Yes, it's very pared down, compared to his My Own Private Idaho love Guy Maddin too, our Canadian Lynch. ... There's a film with Glenn Gould where he goes into North Ontario, where it's far away from civilization, i forget what it's called but that surely is an english language art film. ... From what i've so far gleaned most of the artsy english films are of the experimental non-narrative side of things, storytelling artistically in english, there's discoveries in that department for me, and i welcome any and all here to enlighten me as to what there is, for example i just thought of him Mike Leigh is amazing for this kind of thing, he's like a British Ingmar Bergman!! ... thanks for your comment!
Peter Strickland maybe the next stop for you then. 'Berberian Sound Sudio' is fantastic if you haven't seen it.



It has finally happend, my region free blu-ray player quit on me the other night when i was showing dad Satantango. It'll be awhile till i can watch anything from my collection again.

Extreme headache from listening to too much stuff recently, but i need to block out the sound of dad, and the high potential of him starting to talk to me, which i've had enough of decades ago.

Reading is the thing for me for the next few days, with deep bass kinds of sounds on youtube, not music per se.

When i get a new player, which has to be a region free, i shall at that point upgrade Werckmeister Harmonies.

I'm not the only one on edge in this messy abode, i can never tell whether a simple question i put forth will bring a fresh new onslought of frustration for him.

Ahhhh my books, and music, and OTR, if it wasn't for them, i'd be dead or incarcerated. ... or even worse a missionary in some far out land where drinking water is the color of sofas.



Jeff's final word on the internet

It is too frustrating for me to keep attempting to talk about things as if i knew what the heck i was trying to achieve. There's no blessing in community for me, i rather find it more conducive to mental well being to latch onto something that would take a long time to enjoy.

Audiobooks is that thing.

Film is in permanent memory mode, there will be no more times when i watch a film properly, there is simply no perceived time for it.

To understand is hell, i don't want to understand what i'm going through well enough to unleash hell in the minds of those willing to follow along.

I can't do anything more on the surface, i'm withdrawing irl as well, my breaking point ha it's more like clusters of breaking points, and if i could make it clear, what is happening now would be also clear, clarity that only hellish understanding gives.

My last word here and anywhere else, barring sometimes a comment on youtube is that, i need to be alone with what clicks for me, sharing results in loss of clicks, if you know what i mean.

There is in this order

entertainment

actionable philosophy

well articulated theology

sharp, dry witty irreverent comedy

Old Time Radio

In flux, but retiring from any further commentary on a pitiful, wasted life, ... any teens reading this? FINISH SCHOOL, LEAVE YOUR PARENTS HOME, FIND A GOOD JOB THAT YOU'RE PASSIONATE ABOUT, MARRY A SWEETHEART, BUT DON"T PROCREATE, like seriously, look at the world, you want to bring more people into it?

Thanks, and to memories of films, i'll always be remembering them, playing them silently.



^Hence why one fears for the future generations. Such a lack of fulfillment online.

>like seriously, look at the world, you want to bring more people into it?

They have pills for this type of depression, bro.