I died earlier this year (what a way to open a thread), I only bring this up because a thing like that changes a person, you become existential and start to wonder.... "What's it all about, Alfie?" You were something, then you were nothing, and then - Huzzah! - something again. Wild, but did any of it really matter, you live, you die, eventually you're forgotten, just a name on a stone.
And these cherished movies of mine, did they matter? My thoughts on those movies, just a lot of stuff and nonsense? Nothing I say here will be remembered, it won't change lives, it won't significantly enlighten anyone, so why even bother expressing myself in this small corner of the world? I don't know, but I am alive, so I might as well live, share my thoughts, even if they are ephemeral.
So, movies - what do they mean to us, what kind of film buffs are we, what brought us here? As a youth they were fun, the family jumping into the car to go see Godzilla fight Mothra at the Drive-In, or Batman running about because, "somedays you just can't get rid of a bomb". But then it all changed, one weekend at grandma's house, I leveled up, quite by accident.
I didn't know the title then, but Casablanca was a film that so captivated my 8-year-old mind (I was somewhere in that age bracket when I happened upon it) that instead of going out to play with my siblings and the neighborhood children, I stayed with the picture. It was a tough choice, those kids looked like they were having a blast - but I couldn’t tear myself away from this story, and that cool Bogart and that captivating Ingrid Bergman.
I remember my parents and grandparents coming home and finding me watching TV (this was a day and age before computers and video games), “What in the world are you doing in doors?” my father asked, a bit amused that his son was watching some old black and white movie that was probably over his head -- But not so much. I got it and was enthralled by the melodrama, the wartime intrigue and the dialog that bubbled with wit, irony and heartache. When an old flame walks back into Ric's life, the rush of longing, hurt and anger, was palpable. It haunted me, and I point to that moment as the day I fell in love with motion pictures.
It's when I discovered that movies could also be great art, that they could reach into the depths of your soul and be more than just a fun way to waste a few hours.
So that's what this is all about, Alfie. A place to review, sure. But also, to reflect and remember a lifetime of loving movies.
With that in mind, a related question, do you have a movie that changed everything for you? You were this kind of movie watcher before, and on a whole other level, after?
Next post: More game changers.
And these cherished movies of mine, did they matter? My thoughts on those movies, just a lot of stuff and nonsense? Nothing I say here will be remembered, it won't change lives, it won't significantly enlighten anyone, so why even bother expressing myself in this small corner of the world? I don't know, but I am alive, so I might as well live, share my thoughts, even if they are ephemeral.
So, movies - what do they mean to us, what kind of film buffs are we, what brought us here? As a youth they were fun, the family jumping into the car to go see Godzilla fight Mothra at the Drive-In, or Batman running about because, "somedays you just can't get rid of a bomb". But then it all changed, one weekend at grandma's house, I leveled up, quite by accident.
I didn't know the title then, but Casablanca was a film that so captivated my 8-year-old mind (I was somewhere in that age bracket when I happened upon it) that instead of going out to play with my siblings and the neighborhood children, I stayed with the picture. It was a tough choice, those kids looked like they were having a blast - but I couldn’t tear myself away from this story, and that cool Bogart and that captivating Ingrid Bergman.
I remember my parents and grandparents coming home and finding me watching TV (this was a day and age before computers and video games), “What in the world are you doing in doors?” my father asked, a bit amused that his son was watching some old black and white movie that was probably over his head -- But not so much. I got it and was enthralled by the melodrama, the wartime intrigue and the dialog that bubbled with wit, irony and heartache. When an old flame walks back into Ric's life, the rush of longing, hurt and anger, was palpable. It haunted me, and I point to that moment as the day I fell in love with motion pictures.
It's when I discovered that movies could also be great art, that they could reach into the depths of your soul and be more than just a fun way to waste a few hours.
So that's what this is all about, Alfie. A place to review, sure. But also, to reflect and remember a lifetime of loving movies.
With that in mind, a related question, do you have a movie that changed everything for you? You were this kind of movie watcher before, and on a whole other level, after?
Next post: More game changers.
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Completed Extant Filmographies: Luis Buñuel, Federico Fellini, Satyajit Ray, Fritz Lang, Andrei Tarkovsky, Buster Keaton, Yasujirō Ozu - (for favorite directors who have passed or retired, 10 minimum)
Completed Extant Filmographies: Luis Buñuel, Federico Fellini, Satyajit Ray, Fritz Lang, Andrei Tarkovsky, Buster Keaton, Yasujirō Ozu - (for favorite directors who have passed or retired, 10 minimum)