Hugs... if you ever need a shoulder... mine might be a little on the stiff side right now, but it's still pretty sturdy....
Thanks! No, I had told you about my first 8 years of life, and then some of my adult life. I've always been a tad rough around the edges. Translated . . . you know, a bitch. For the past few years, with so many people in my life sick, and so many others dying, then quite a few personal problems, serious ones, not spilled milk, I've been rather broken down. I think a part of my problem, is I'm not use to that. Hell, I'm not even use to crying. Even as a child, I refused to cry at funerals, or anything. So now, I've been rather soft for the past few years, and it's really starting to annoy me.
Seriously, for anyone here who has ever suffered depression, which is probably more people than you would imagine, what's better, being sad, laying around, crying a lot, etc, or taking that energy, getting straight up pissed off, and working it? I've been doing aerobics since I was 11, and lifting weights since I was 13. I've always been freakishly strong, energetic as hell, rarely ever slept, and it worked for me. It's been about three years now. Maybe it's been more. I've honestly lost track. I do know I'm sick and tired of being down more times than not. I'd rather take life, and kick it's ass. Sound crazy? That, I've never denied.
Anger just works better for me.
I sure did edit that. My motivational speeches can be filled with profanity.
p.s. I now have 11 pieces of exercise equipment, and that heavy bag will be mine. Oh yes, it will.
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